Random Thoughts.

Okay... I'm gonna use this one blog post to last me all day. It's going to be random thoughts and whatnot. I just feel like typing something out and so bare with me on this one, lol. I promise not to be too boring.

Today, my mother and I are about to head out on a fanTAStic journey... to the shopping mall. Guess why it's so fantastic!!! Lol! With the weather we've been having... no one has wanted to head out the door to finish their shopping until today. I swear it's true! So we're going to have quite the crowds to brave, I'm afraid. But hopefully mom can stick it out. I know I'll be having a hard time... agoraphobia and claustrophobia and all... not good!

Last night I had 2 dreams that I did NOT want to wake from. My Gawd! They were pretty cool. The first one is kinda pathetic and typical of the thought of not wanting to wake up, lol. You know... you find a loverboy... get all cozy, yadda yadda yadda, you end up not wanting to wake up. Figures! BUT! The second dream... Sigh... I wish it was a reality.

I ended up calling an old friend for Christmas to wish him a good time for the holidays and whatnot, and in the dream, he listened to the message with all his family around and they kept telling him to call me back because they really like me and wanted him to be polite. So he did call me back, on Christmas, and we spent hours talking and we were making plans for the following days... Like... good one on one plans. NOT the naughty type... though possibly if I had stayed asleep long enough to see it unfold, it may have led to that.

But... it was just so nice to hear his voice... I miss him a lot, you know. It's one of those friendships that you don't want to see end even if it's clear that it's going to or whatever. When someone has made that much of an impact on your life, you kind of dread the idea that they won't be a part of your life forever. They become one of the most important people in the family that you choose. And yes... he definitely has become really important to me. Everyone who knows me also knows it's true. Maybe he knows, too. Maybe he doesn't. And sometimes... that kills me.

So I'll be "celebrating" Christmas a day early this year. My brother was called into work on Christmas day, so we're going to have the whole dinner thing and whatnot on the day before. Don't feel bad for him, though. He gets double time and a half... which means he makes about 30$ an hour for an 8 hour shift. Yeah... If only I had a job. I'd DEFINITELY be in on Christmas!! Merry Christmas to me! A slow day AND a very high pay! What more could you ask for? lol!

Anyways... Time for me to go and get dressed and start my day.
It's only 2:51pm. I'll definitely be back before 4am tomorrow morning.
Hang tight!